Fourteenth year!!Β 

Fourteenth year,
I am still avoiding those places where we’d been to, 
I am still avoiding to wear those clothes which have your fragrance,
I am still avoiding to think much of you in sleepless nights,
I am still avoiding to mention your name while talking about teenage, 
I am still avoiding to pass through that lane in which you used to stay,
And I am still avoiding crowds
Everyone is someone’s 
And you’re still not mine!!!
Fourteenth year!!
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I am Me!Β 

I am not her,

I never could be.

I am ashamed to admit-

I tried to be.

I Tried to water myself down,

But I am not submissive or compliant.

Your shadow was a dismissal place to look for warmth and my bones crave the salt and sea.

You wanted an accessory..

An umbrella in your cup so the world would notice you drank while sunning yourself.

Fruity drinks are not my thing.

I Much prefer my Jack,

Straight up in clear glass.

You found out pretty quickly that j am not a garnish, 

I am not her,

I am not accessory,

I am the real thing,

I am me.. 


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A place where I love to drift!Β 

Every night when I close my eyes,

I began to drift to a place,

Where you and I 

Share the same place.
A place where we have 

Each other’s backs.

Where you make me stop 

And think and consider,

A perspective I never 

Would have.

A place where it became 

too much for you,

The stress, the worry,

And the fear too..

And I see through it all,

And strip it all away 

And put you back in place.

Every night that’s a place I drift to.
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Future plans!!Β 

In twenty years from now,

I don’t want to be just another name,

In twenty years from now,

I still want to be a part of your life. 

In twenty years from now,

I want someone to stop you on the streets,

Ask you how are you doing,

And bring up my name..

In twenty years from now,

I don’t want your answer to be

”  havnt seen her in ages ”

In twenty years from now,

I hope you say,

Oh! She’s waiting for me back home!! 

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I’ll being seeing you soonΒ 

Right now you’re a sleep,

But oh how I wish was there.

Stroking your back and 

Running my fingers 

Through your hair.

Our legs tangled,

Together beneath the sheets,

As I gently trace,

My fingers along your lips

While counting 

Each and every eyelash..

And there’s so many things,

I could say to you,

About how I want to make plans,

For just you and me.

And how when I look at you,

I see the person who makes

Me realise all the things

I have wanted for so long.

And I know you’re a sleep, 

And you’re miles away,

But I promise darling,

Even if I have to walk,

Brought all your dreams,

I’ll being seeing you soon.  

✨

Discounted feelings!!Β 

I have never been a fan of discounts .

Never.

When I loved you,

I loved you 100%.

When I fought,

I was 100% angry.

And

When I let you go away,

I was 100% sure,

That ~

‘You belongs to someone else’

Silly,

This heart holds grudges

Like end-of-the-season-sale..

35% broken,

10% doubtful,

15% hopeful,

And rest??

Rest still belongs to you!!

Can’t you offer any better offer?

In which you can

Exchange

or

Buy Back

All my feelings,

And change it with brand new of yours!

I crave you πŸ’•

I crave you.

I crave you In the most innocent form.

I crave to say good night.

I crave to say take care honey,

Or may be

Be back soon..

I crave to kiss you on your forehead,

Before going to work,

Or coming back home.

I crave you to say

I adore you,

After dinner on table..

When you discussed your workday!

I crave you,

When you feel

At your worst.

I crave you,

At your best.

I crave you

In ways

Where I just wanna be

Next to you

And nothing more or less!!
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